i just stepped on the scale. no way! hahahaha! i'm crazy this morning. delirious with sickness.
anywho, i stepped on the scale and 112.8. HELL YEAH BITCHES!
okay. so i'm rounding to 113. but that's def what i wanted today. so tomorrow.... PLEASE 112! i'm fasting today. or at least, attempting to. hmm. i feel like i'm always attempting to fast now. whatever. its starting right now, cuz this morn i ate half a jimmy dean sausage (damn meat addiction) with my daughter today (so 60 calories of pure FAT) but it tasted so fucking good. whatever. i also had some strawberries (7 cals or so) no biggie. nothing else for the day though. hopefully. i'm honestly going to make a huge effort cuz DAMN 112 would be fucking nice. NICE i say! NICE!
i've noticed that as i get more comfortable with restricting, dieting, and losing weight again (i know, its horrible, i'm going to hell), i have started being more honest about it and talking about it to everyone like i don't even care cuz i can do what i want. i do what i want. also, i'm cussing like crazy. i'm such an old crone and acting like nutty balls. oh well. not around my daughter though. that's the only person i don't want to infect with my ridiculousness. i'm very very careful about that (i know, i'm a horrendous mother and should be put down, YOU GO TO HELL).
okay. okay. enough of this nonsense.
in other news. all my clothes are falling off me. its about time for me to start shopping for some smaller shit. i can't go around wearing the gothic/emo shit i wore in high school (in which i still have, btw). i'm a mother and a teacher for the love of god. so, i need new clothes ASAP.
i just read what i wrote and damn i'm a loser. LOSER.
age - 29
height - 5'4
weight - 113 LBS
BMI - 19.4
1 comment:
Dude, I'm so jealous! Congrats on getting to 113. A bit below it even! You're inspiring me so much right now. And you're beating me by four pounds right now. I am so glad for you but definitely gonna try to up my effort ;)
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