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Daily Quotes

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."

~Dr.Seuss


Daily Lyrics

Lyrical Excerpt taken from "In the Middle" written, composed, and performed by Jimmy Eats World.

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out
or looked down on
Just try your best,
try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
when you're away
It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be alright, alright
Hey, you know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own,
so don't buy in
Live right now, yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else
It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be alright

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

nothing specific, just the usual bitching....

been pretty good at keeping my calorie intake below 900, although nights have been difficult so i've been purging anything after 6pm. i've kind of given up on hiding it from my husband. i mean, i still run the bath and lock the door. but, that's about it. anyhow, i'm tired a lot, i've noticed recently and i've been distracted from exercise. i need to get back into more of a steady routine. a new gym is openning near us and is starting this outstanding deal ---> $1 down and then $10 per month, no contract, no commitment. sounds good to me. now i just need to get my husband to agree, considering he's maintaining the finances while i try to get a job around here.
i've been slowly but surely making some progress. i've been dropping a LB every couple of days or so. i'm pleased so far, but wish it would go faster. i'm going to try a liquid fast tomorrow (nothing but green tea, water, a little juice, and possibly sugar free red bulls).
blah, blah, blah.... this is boring. i'm bored a lot. my daughter is still awake for christsakes, hasn't napped today. but she's doing good staying in bed just mumbling to herself. i'm going to get her up in about 15 minutes and walk her to the park. that's a good 2 miles, plus she'll get some much needed playtime in.

age - 29
height - 5'4
weight - 128 LBS
BMI - 21.97

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